I miss you.
Miss more than you,
Wish you still did the things you do.
Left a hollowed out shell
In a heart you once completed.
Wish I’d been stronger, not fell
Into this abyss that’s depleted
All cause for your love.
I wish you,
Wish nothing but joy;
But you’ve left me destroyed.
Used to be more than enough
Inside and out, to pump through my blood;
The person I played before we broke up –
Goodbye selfish me, welcome love as it floods
To wash you away.
I hate you,
Hate the things that you said;
Those sweet things in my head.
Slowly learning you weren’t a lover,
But closer to demonic, my heart you possessed;
Left you dead for another,
Just a temporary guest
Until I’d settle for best.