Getting harder to live
Balance has exceeded overdraft limit.
With choices made.
No fucking clue
What shit I have paid.
Pay it forward
Till the balance is backwards.
Penniless poverty;
Just feel fucking awkward.
Getting harder to try
Where does it all go?
At this bullshit called life.
No fucking hope
To escape bitter strife.
Compound interest
Until you’re convinced:
This self must divest;
Make existence desist.
Getting harder to care
What’s the point?
For a punishing system;
No fucking chance –
Disease or a symptom?
Spend all your time
As a slave to another,
A travesty, crime;
State-sponsored mother.
Getting harder to fight
Help!
Against this dark matron;
No fucking nurture –
Only credit castration.
Bank of mum and dad
Shut down, inflation.
All we’ve never had,
Lost to debit damnation.
C H Mackie 